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Saturday, May 21, 2011

I Guess This Would Be The Beginning...

I read to Bradley a lot, before we go to bed, and a couple weeks ago we read, 'The Very Hungry Caterpillar'. Bradley loved it, which is no surprise because I loved that book as a child. I remember this book so clearly from my childhood. Now that I am an adult I keep wondering when I will change into a beautiful butterfly.  For so much of my young life I have felt "stuck".  I thought at one point in my life that I had a plan of who I was, where I was going and who I wanted to be. And needless to say that didn't pan out.  I know now it was for the best.  Sometimes the Universe is smarter than you and knows better than you, what is best. So I'm learning and growing.

But I'm really starting to see that you make your own destiny, that it isn't made for you and if it was it wouldn't be what you want.  So a couple days ago I've chosen to live what I would call my A life.  I'm not settling and everything that I don't like about me or my life can be changed.

Writing means a lot to me and this is my way of clearing my head.  I hope you enjoy what you read and I hope it inspires you to be the best you and get what you want.
For me the first mountain in my life that I want to conquer is, to look on the outside how I feel on the inside.  Wish me luck, on my very own hungry caterpillar story....